Ran out of words

I haven't had much to say in awhile.

Correction- I've had a lot to say that I'm not comfortable saying.

We had a fight. We fight. Everyone fights.

This one was different.

This one ended with, "I think we need counseling."

And here we are.

I was scared of it... counseling. I've never had super great experience with counseling... mostly because I was always doing it on my own.

There was counseling for the eating disorder. I drove myself. Paid for it myself. It was really easy to stop going.

And counseling for the time I tried to drive my car off of a bridge. I did that one myself, too. That lady was whack!

But this time I have someone with me. I think it's making all the difference.

And this time, we have someone to get better for.